Now I have trouble switching to other software packages- just in terms of time, and also skillset-
because not everything necessarily carries well. One term here is another term there, etc.
Now I decided to take a look at it again,
because well modeling in xsi is great and still do model a lot in xsi.
Now this may look as more of a rant if anything- So allow me at this time to apologize. I just have no idea what to do at this point. For years I've tried to "grind method" on my own and the reality is its not working. Something is getting lost in the translation. All i want to do is learn- and have a job making things!
The times some idea comes together on the screen for the first time is why we still do it right?
I was wondering where I'd need to go to catch up on things. Because I actually do love xsi, despite my financial situation and everything else.
Cant rig anywhere else as fast, cant drop nodes anywhere as fast. I didn't have to go super deep into ice beyond state machines to get some cool things happening.
Ok that last part was not necessary.Cant remember what the code for strike-through is for forums.
But I have forgotten a great deal and that's really unfortunate.
Like Lglass what ever happened to that? ( that was a great plugin and thats probably on rray.de if I looked long enough)
Or making partitions and more buffers for rendering - That one in particular was pretty important I think also. (still don't remember that but looking at vids)
But that got pushed out with stuff from max and maya, in some desperate and possibly pathetic attempt to broaden horizons and be open about other software- which is totally fine of course but its not easy to maintain everything straight without a ton of notes.
Does anyone feel this way? Am I being completely unprofessional about all this?? Have I been looking in the wrong places the entire time???
Ok if you've managed to get this far without being disgusted- well thats great. Apologies for losing my cool. That wasn't right.